Keep Moving Forward

Back at it today. Writing, blogging on the XXC site, and getting shit together for the next issue of the mag. On top of that I was out mailing back orders, and being Dad all day. There was no ride (that will come tomorrow) but there was a lot of work and a time to reflect on where XXC is going.

Stop reading here, because I am about to vent on some life shit right now. Sorry, but I need to type it.

Ah, forget it, it didn't feel right. I deleted it.

EDIT: So while I'm not gonna go into the blathering that was the post I wrote last night, the main point of it all is this: I hated my old real job, I mean I HHHHHATED it. I LOVE XXC Magazine and what I get to do, but at times I don't know how much more I can do without A. Having to get a new liver B. Lap-Band surgery, or C. Going into some sort of therapy! I need routine to function normally. There is no routine with running your own business. It's not easy. I love being my own boss, but I hate being my own boss. Does that make sense? It doesn't, does it?

Anyway there was more, but after a night's rest and a 40 mile ride, it seems like the best thing I can do is just keep doing what I'm doing but develop a plan for both work and fitness, I need to get a routine which is easier said than done. A steady pay check would be nice too, I'm not gonna lie about that.

Here look at this:

Later.